十一 - 信徒
词:十一
曲:早西
编曲:早西
如果爱本是诅咒如深渊
我便是执迷不悟的信徒
静谧深夜因思念而失落
提笔绘不出梦中的绿洲
也许比明天更长的以后
伤心学不会也不再泪流
守候
口白:
My parents
Died in a car accident four weeks ago
It was terrible
You know
We didn't have the time
To get to know one another when you first came here
But I want you to know
I'm not the kind of woman who'd let down a child
Whatever her situation whatever her mistake
So I'm going to help you
And do my best to welcome you here again
But on one condition
You have to stop lying to me Mathilda
I want you to take a chance and trust me
Tell me what happened to you
Okay
My family got shot down by DEA Officers
Because of a drug problem
I left with the greatest guy on Earth
He was a hit man the best in town
But he died this morning
If you don't help me
I will be dead by tonight
故事开始我们已经
被剧情写好了人设
不懂如何表演的我
学着别人尽量配合
我也开始认真琢磨
琢磨着自己的角色
我用尽全力表演出
那属于自己的性格
你并不像别人口中
被描述的吃人恶魔
在你眼中可以看到
是前所未有的温热
说好做彼此的天使
放下防备拥抱着我
即使你内心如荒漠
也能开出鲜艳花朵
我以为最深沉的爱
是你渐渐离开以后
温柔的痛始终不休
想抓紧你伸出的手
有些爱从未说出口
才会变得如此珍贵
当你最后一次离开
便成为了我的永恒
你总说你已经长大
而我也在渐渐变老
希望你内心会温热
有绿叶陪在你身边
岁月无声刻下衰老
藏心的梦被风带走
成长不得已是告别
这结局仅仅是开始
如果爱本是个诅咒深渊
而我是孤注一掷的信徒
不悟