My eyes told me this world been a better place
(i never know what's crawling behind)
I used to live like in great summer
(Now I got a chance to see what's coming down
When I fall behind the light uh.
Then I forget what I suppose to do
To be right, to stop this misery, to face reality so i gotta be strong
I recognize my pop told me don't you ever try, to turn your back, from your mind
Now I throw back myself to set things right!
I never try to define whats struggle really mean
for now I see those darkness clouds guide me
this dying world has shown me that I won't alive and deny to live
I've been a shadowless
I've tried to stop to feel those darkness
(but something in me tells me don't)
for now, I am about to seek those lights showed in my dream
(so I gotta fast, I cant lay inside this guilty mind of me oh..
Another part of me, keep telling me
(i never care before!!)
That no one to blame for what I see
Except for the hands that reaching for glory
I am about to show ‘em what I've seen
This dying land keep try to calling me
For all the vics by those fucking greed
We are the same as pigs if we deny to see
So now I pull my self and I can see what's left
Its gotta be the last time I try to kill myself
I never try to define whats struggle really mean
for now I see those darkness clouds guide me
this dying world has shown me that I won't alive and deny to live
I've been a shadowless
And I realize the things that I have done
I don't even know if still deserve to bless with forgiveness, forgiveness, forgiveness
Last thing I know my hand was full of bloody golds that blinded my eyes..
No one to tell me wrong, I am enjoying it like a happy song
I've seen so much, I've done too much
Please tell me wrong.
Every time I look at myself in the mirror. I just can see the sins cheering behind me. Those guilty smiles, those moaning bitchies, that poor old man, homeless kid, all of them coming fast to rip my eyes.
It's about the bad things that I've done, and I cant being a fucking coward to flew away by killing myself. I gotta fix it, I gotta make it right, to make it better, to make it worth like it used to be. To be a human.
iI never try to define whats struggle really mean
for now I see those darkness clouds guide me
this dying world has shown me that I won't alive and deny to live
I've been a shadowless
From the sky to the earth.
we are the weakest one
we are just a caveman who can be played like a god.
So try To see it, to feel it, and fight it!