Feels like a close? it's coming to?
F**k am I gonna do?
It's too late to start over?
This is the only thing I thing I know?
Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is?
Find different ways to word the same old song?
Ever since I came a long?
From the day the song called hi my name is dropped?
Started thinking my name was fault?
Cause any time things went wrong?
I was the one who they would blame it on?
The media made me?
The equivalent of a modern-day genghis khan?
Tried to argue it was only entertainment dawg?
Gangsta nah courageous balls?
Had to change my style? they said I'm way too soft?
And I sound like az and nas? out came the claws?
And the thing's been? out since then?
But up until the instant that I went against it?
It was ingrained in me? that I wouldn't? amount to a ****stain I thought?
No wonder I had to unlearn everything? and my brain was taught?
Do I really belong in this game? I pondered?
I just wanna play my part? should I make waves or not?
So back and forth in my brain? the tugowar wages on?
And? I don't wanna seem ungrateful? or disrespect the artform I was raised upon?
But sometimes you gotta take a loss?
And have people rub it in your face? before you've get made pissed off?
And keep pluggin',? it's your only outlet?
And your only outfit? so you know they're gonna talk about it?
Better find a way to counter it quick and make it, ah?
Feel like I've already said? this a kabillion eighty times?
How many times can I say? the same thing different ways that rhyme?
What I really wanna say is? Is there's anyone else that can relate to my story?
Bet cha feel the same way I felt? when I was in the same place you are? when I was afraid ta to?
I was a-afraid to? make a single sound?
Afraid I would never find a way? out? out? out?
Afraid I'd never be found?
I don't wanna go another round?
An angry man's power will? shut you up?
Trip wires fill this house with? tip-toed love?
Run out of excuses for everyone world?
So here I am and I will not run?
Guts over fear? the time is near?
Guts over fear? I shed a tear?
For all the times I let you? push me round and let you keep me down?
Now I got? guts over fear? guts over fear?
Feels like a close? it's coming to?
F**k am I gonna do?
It's too late to start over?
This is the only thing I thing I know?
I know what? it wooh? I was there once single parents?
Hate your appearance? did you struggle to find your place in this world?
And the pain spawns all the anger on?
But it wasn't until I put the pain in songs? learned who to aim it on?
That I made a spark? started to spit hard as ****?
Learned how to harness it? while the reins were off?
And there was a lot of bizarre ****? but the crazy part?
Was soon as I stopped saying I gave a f**k?
Haters started to appreciate my art?
And it just breaks my heart? to look at all the pain I've caused?
But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone?
And? the lights go out in that trailer park?
And the lights window is closing? and there's nowhere else that I can go with flows in?
And I'm frozen? cause? there's no more emotion for me to pull from?
Just a bunch of playful songs that I make for fun?
So to the break of dawn here? I go recycling the same old song?
But I'd rather make not afraid pop legends? than make another mother****ing we made you uh?
Now? I don't wanna seem indulgent? when I discuss my lows and my highs?
My demise and my uprise pray to? god?
I just opened enough eyes later on?
Gave you the supplies and the tools? to hopefully use that'll make ya strong?
And enough to lift yourself up? when you feel like I felt?
Cause I can't explain to y'all? how dang exhausted my legs felt?
Just havin' to balance my dang self?
When on eggshells I was made to walk?
But thank you ma cause that gave me the?
Strength to cause shady mania? so when they empty that stadium?
And least I made it out ta that house? and a found a place in this world? when the day was done?
So this is for every kid who all's? they ever did was dreamt of? one day just getting accepted?
I represent him or her? anyone similar you are the reason? that I made this song?
And everything you're scared to say? don't be afraid to say no more?
From this day forward? just let them a-holes talk?
Take it with a grain of salt? and eat their ****in' faces off?
The legend of the angry blonde lives on? through you? when I'm gone? and to think I was a? gone?
I was a-afraid to? make a single sound?
Afraid I would never find a way? out? out? out?
Afraid I'd never be found?
I don't wanna go another round?
An angry man's power will? shut you up?
Trip wires fill this house with? tip-toed love?
Run out of excuses for everyone world?
So here I am and I will not run?
Guts over fear? the time is near?
Guts over fear? I shed a tear?
For all the times I let you? push me round and let you keep me down
Now I got? guts over fear? guts over fear?