I am an inconvenient thing
Able to see the good in
Everything else but myself
I'd do my best to explain
If I had something that
Was clever to say
But I don't
And I can't
So do I sink or swim
I'm drowning in the
What ifs and could have beens
I'm not good enough for myself
Let alone anyone else
And that's just the way it is
Yeah
And I'm still alone the way
I was a year ago
But it's the devil
You know instead of
The devil you don't
And I'm still alone the way
I was a year ago
But it's the devil you know
You know than the devil
You don't
Than the devil you don't
So do I sink or swim
I'm drowning in the
What ifs and could have beens
I'm not good enough for myself
Let alone anyone else
And that's just the way it is
Yeah
So I'll just waste away
And worry about everything
I cannot change
Maybe I'm everything I hate
So I'll just waste away
And worry about everything
I cannot change
So do I sink or swim
I'm drowning in the
What ifs and could have beens
I'm not good enough for myself
Let alone anyone else
And that's just the way it is
Yeah
Maybe I'm everything I hate
Yeah I guess I'm everything I hate
Yeah I became everything I hate
Yeah I'm simply everything I hate
Yeah oh god I'm everything I hate
Yeah