Yeah Man this is the softest thing
I ever did
But
it's about something pretty important to me
And that's you
And that's true
I really wish
I didn't care about you anymore
But I do
What do I do when the rap-life
Make a motherfu*ker choose up
in that fight
Make a young couple do something sad like
Being broke up even though we had life
fu*k it I don't even know
what I could of done
Looking back thinking
That's what I should of done
Wanted you back
But when the fact is
I always put you second to rap
I'm not mad that you wouldn't come
And even though I had to move
I ain't move on
Really wish you was a boo
I could prove wrong
But she knows what
I'mma do with the new songs
And she know them pretty soon
when your dude on
Running the rap game with that lane
Always got to be up on that train
or that plane
Ain't nobody wanna feel that pain
or that strain
Wishing I ain't gotta get that fame
Or I'd claim you
know I'd give you my last name
But that blame on me
Chasing something feeling dumb
'cause you all I need
Hope you wait until I'm done
and I'm all free
But you know I'm never knowing
when that's gonna be
And I'm sorry
It's the hardest road to follow
I'm thinking of you
I really wish that I could call you
What can I do
You can find another me tomorrow
and that's the hardest pill to swallow babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
'cause I'm thinking of you
If today I gave up all of this
I don't know what to do
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow baby
And that's you
And that's true
I really wish
I didn't care about you anymore
But I do
What do I do when the rap-life
Make a motherfu*ker choose up
in that fight
Make a young couple
do something sad like
Being broke up even though
we had life
When I'm being dumb and stupid
Who the fu*k is gonna hit me
with the motherfu*king jerk face
Who's gonna let me know to
hit my mother on her birthday
Who's gonna let me know
when I be shopping if a shirt's gay
And when I'm on the road
I be missing that
Always looking at my phone
you would give me crap
Ever since I've been alone
I've been thinking back
Listening to you auto-tune
in my mic phone making us laugh
You know the past was a blast
but it never could last
Pretty sad when your love
got a separate path
Used to read when there's nothing to do
But it's funny
Doing nothing's never nothing
when it's something with you
You know I wanna still talk
even text and call
Whenever something going on
I be pressing Moll
Up in the phone
til I press the X
Stressed the next one'll best the ex
And you'll forget but it's best
You the best to me girl
always bake me something
And when they ripped off
you replaced my buttons
But don't be pissed off
if I hate your husband
'cause even when I can't say
Love you
I love you
It's the hardest road to follow
I'm thinking of you
I really wish
that I could call you
What can I do
You can find another me tomorrow
and that's the hardest pill
to swallow babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
'cause I'm thinking of you
If today I gave up all of this
I don't know what to do
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow baby
And that's you
And that's true
I really wish
I didn't care about you anymore
But I do
What do I do when the rap-life
Make a motherfu*ker choose up
in that fight
Make a young couple do
something sad like
Being broke up even though
we had life
It's the hardest road to follow
I'm thinking of you
I really wish that I could call you
What can I do
You can find another me tomorrow
and that's the hardest pill to swallow babe
If I woke up and I called it quits
'cause I'm thinking of you
If today I gave up all of this
I don't know what to do
Maybe I could get you back tomorrow
And that's the hardest pill to swallow baby