Backwards on the front lawn, say I'm alright
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
Shaking like a fault line
I'm a fault, right? Yeah
Only happy when I'm recognised online
I've gotta quit wasting my time
Gotta quit chasing your lie
Getting high all night
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
But I will try
Everybody knows that it's my fault
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk
No sleepwalking
Too ****ed up for talking
Pretty soon being I'll be an outline made of chalk (yeah, yeah)
I'm gonna die soon
And when I do
I hope that you know it's not about you
Turns out I didn't know enough about you
Turns out the world don't revolve around you
But in my head everything's bad
Everything's wrong
Everything's sad
Been way too long I felt like that
Pandemic vibes, miss Mom and Dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had
Is the measure in my life really my stacks?
Whether or not you're better off in my bed
I want to love, what a treasure, and clear my head
So get the **** away from me if
This isn't where you want to be then
Just go ahead and you can leave
And when this's all over then you can be free
I don't really understand my thoughts
And it's all my fault when it's clearly not
Every time we talk I test my luck
Then I ****ed this up, who would have thought? (yeah)
Backwards on the front lawn, say I'm alright
But it's all wrong, no I'm not fine
Shaking like a fault line
I'm a fault, right? Yeah
Only happy when I'm recognised online
I've gotta quit wasting my time
Gotta quit chasing your lie
Getting high all night
I can't stay high for my whole life, yeah
But I will try