All the time I have layed
in your love
When your love kept me safe
through the night
All the time I was sure
you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Rap:It's been a while
since I last dreamt
Barely remember
what it's like to dream
Finding it hard to get to sleep
too stressed
And there ain't anyone to
sing a lullaby to me
Pretend **** doesn't get to me
And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting
A man's problems are his own
And it's my burden
Tossing and turning
trying to get to sleep
But I find it hard to switch off
when my mind's working
I ponder on things I shouldn't ponder on
Off the rails my train of
thought's wandering
Sick of pretending to be so happy
All the while my anxiety's away at me
My skin crawling
I look up to the sky
And it falls the walls
close in and it's
As if all the good in my life
disappears
In an instant
that thing is just so distant
So seeing the ones who I love
the ones who love me
But I don't wanna tell em
how I feel in case they judge me
It's just me wish
I could let somebody in
But I ain't ever been too trusting
All the time
I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe
through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Rap:I've barely had any sleep
when I get up
Sick of all these nigh**ares
and these night terrors
Like it's only when I'm in heaven
that I sleep better
Might sleep better when I get up
I'm weak
It just makes my day harder
I wonder if
It would've been any different
If I had a father that I knew
Could it have helped shape the way
that I grew
But the point of things
I never have went from
Being a reason for the things
that I do
To just being an excuse that I'd use
I've gotta take responsibility
for the things I do
Find something other than negativity for my fuel
But I feed off it
even when I don't seem bothered
I hide everything that's going on inside
Guess it's been a while
since I've been honest I need help
But I deny it
and even lie to myself
like I'm fine
All the time
I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe
through the night
All the time I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
Rap:I just wish someone would tell me
it would be OK
But pessimism leads me to believe
that it won't
To see even a glimmer of hope
in the darkness
Is hard and depression is a slippery slope
I don't wanna do
what my dad did with a rope though
So I carry on even though
it's hard to
The only thing that's definite is
Death and things always change
As long as you give em a chance to
All the time
I have layed in your love
When your love kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
Can you sing me a last lullaby
All the time I have layed
in your love
When your love kept me safe
through the night
All the time I was sure
you were mine
And before time demands our goodbye
when you sing me a last lullaby