Oh, I've been putting you first
At my own expense
Just to get attention from you
I always question my worth
When you turn your head
When we lay in bed
You know we didn't have to suffer
I know that I was being stubborn
I can read between the lines
Tired of living with the sadness
I can see we never had this
Why we wasting all this time
I don't wanna chasse my shadow
Why do I even try
I gotta learn to let go
I'm gonna lose my mind
Why we keep making this work
When it don't make sense
You just let me fall to pieces
Why an I even writing this verse
When it's all on me
You gotta set me free, yeah, yeah
You know we didn't have to suffer
I know that I'm just being stubborn
I can read between the lines
Baby, I'm just being open
Feels like you never show emotion
Why we wasting all this time
I don't wanna chase my shadow
Why do I even try
I gotta learn to let go
I'm gonna lose my mind