You dragged me into that river
I was so happy drowning
So happily drowning
Hands around my neck
Ignoring my pain
How was that baby
You whispered
Umm
Not until I heard them singing the hymn
Did I realize that I have died
I have died
I have died
When they go on to discover my corpse
Would they wonder how was I murdered
How on earth would they have known
It was all voluntary
Voluntary
Now that my fingers are numb heart is not pounding
Umm
All that I could hear is my mama crying
Praying in the church
Asking for a better next-life for her daughter
Mama dont cry
Mama dont cry
Mama dont cry
That drip of blood stained right through my wedding dress
Like that scar you left on my arm with your cigarettes
Now that my soul is finally at peace
Would yours ever be
Would yours ever be
It would never be
It would never be