Take It Hard Lara Johnston) - J. Dash;Lara Johnston
You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Dont go so far away
And I cant find you
I feel like my heart is gone
And every night I wish you that
Could feel this pain all over
Every moment after this
Im new to all sensations of pleasure and recreation
Doing anything for some sedation starting pacing
And stress is starting to show up in my body
Losing weight
Losing sleep
Losing sanity
Somebody tell me how to deal with this
Ive tried it all
Ive cried it all
Until I couldnt cry at all
Babe you have no idea
Cause everybody has expectations of how long
They think your pain is suppose to last
Fool theyre saying you should get back off the pine
Force to smile like everything is fine
Life is getting easier with time
Im lying to myself and Im stubborn to admit it
Cause everyday it gets a little harder to forget it
And every second hurts
Its only getting worse
Your momma say I need to go to church
But its too hard
You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Dont go so far away
And I cant find you
I swear I never meant to hurt nobody when I started this
I wish I could go back in time
And not play any part of this
Cause now my family broken hearted
Its too hard to swallow this
Pill that I feel made of steel
Whats harder is Im wrong
And I feel the guilt lying in this bed of nails that
I know I built
Trying to escape but Im trapped inside this cage
And this cage is on the stage
So I can see my pain
But Im still way too ashamed
Ill take a plane
Im running away
Im packing my bags
Im leaving today
You can try to stop me
But Ive made up my mind
It seems its constantly changing
Im constantly changing
And aint nobody facing what Im facing
So Im racing but I dont know what I chasing
But Im running strong
But before Im gone
I stop inside the moment just to find someone that told me
Because when its gone
Its gone
Its gone
And its too hard
You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Dont go so far away
And I cant find you
Aint no way to change it face it
Look it in the face and tell it
I aint about to let you affect me
Wreck me
You promised you said you would protect me
So even when it seems like you cant fight
I know that its always gonna be alright
Cause life is many mountains
And valleys are all around so go ahead and win it
Win it
You take it hard
Your darkest days are all behind you
You take it hard
Dont go so far away
And I cant find you
Find you
I cant find you
Find you
I cant find you