作词 : 曾嘉芸
作曲 : 曾嘉芸
编曲 : 曾嘉芸
My head spinned
I'm sicker than before
But I won't let you see me falling apart anymore
I tried to be proud of myself
But I've achieved nothing
So how can I make you be proud of me
I'm ruining everything
I know no one's gonna answer it on the other side of the phone
Voice transmitted by electric current
It's only me all alone
A mobile icu is in need
It's an emergency
But it's been so long
What if I write these in my song
I'm always wrong that I can't go on
Yes I'm still young but who knows I drowned
And its been so long
I almost don't remember the reason
Part of me was broken
I've been suffered from this for a season season
What a dreadful bargain
This was not in the plan
Don't blame me cause I hate myself either either
I hope I'll be alright
I can feel the love
But it's oceans deep
So far to touch
So far to reach
I'm ruining everything
You shouldn't be close to me
It's destroying both you and me
Talked nonsense and complained about everything's unfair, cheating
A mobile icu is in need
It's an emergency
But it's been so long
What if I write these in my song
I'm always wrong that I can't go on
Yes I'm still young but who knows I drowned
And its been so long
I almost don't remember the reason
Part of me was broken
I've been suffered from this for a season season
What a dreadful bargain
This was not in the plan
Don't blame me cause I hate myself either either
I'm gonna see the doctor next week
Hoping I'll be cured easily
I know I'm beloved deeply
I'm sorry that I made you worry
Did my sadness make you pressured
You must hate me so much
I begged myself for antidote
Begged nightmare to let me go
I think its been so long
It's time to stop now
I almost don't remember the reason
When it came all of a sudden
It lost control too much too much
I'll try my best to save it
Pick up all the roses
All I wanna say is
Forget it
Forget it
I know I'll be alright