I've often wondered if there's
ever been a perfect family
I've always longed for undividedness
and sought stability
A flower taught me how to pray
but as I grew
that flower changed
she started flailing in the wind
like golden petals scattering
and I miss you dandelion
and even love you
and I wish there was a way
for me to trust you
but it hurts me every time
I try to touch you
but I miss you dandelion
and even love you
I gravitated towards a patriarch
so young predictably
I was resigned to spend my lift
with a maze of misery
A boy and a girl befriended me
we're bonded through despondency
I stayed so long but finally
I fled to save my sanity
and I miss you little sis
and little brother
and I hope you realize
I'll always love you
and although you're struggling
you will recover
and I miss you little sis
and little brother
so many I considered
closest to me
turned on a dime and sold me
out dutifully
although that knife was chipping
away at me they turned
their eyes away and
went home to sleep
and I missed a lot of life
but I'll recover
though I know you really like
to see me suffer
still I wish that you and I'd
forgive each other
'cause I miss you Valentine
and really love you
I really loved you
I tried so hard
but you drove me away
to preserve my sanity
and I found the strength
to break away
fly