I just did't want to live anymore
我只是不想再活下去了
I was happy to die at 27
我很高兴在27 岁时去世
I was happy to finish
我很高兴讲完了
That was it
就这样了
Nothing or nobody could bring me back
任何东西或任何人都不能把我拉回来
not my wife or kids
包括我的妻子或儿子
Didn't care
我不在乎
Didn't care about nothing
什么都不在乎
Everyday I woke up I just wanted to die
每天醒来我都想死
It's just It's a crazy way to die
只是这是一种疯狂的死亡方式
But only people understand like
但只有那些理解的人
Who's been through depression and all that sort of stuff
经历过抑郁和诸如此类事情的人
Will understand what I'm saying
会明白我在说什么
Nothing or nobody could bring me back
任何东西或任何人都不能把我拉回来
Not my family or friends
包括我的家人或者朋友
I don't care
我不在乎
I don't care about nothing
什么都不在乎
I just want to die
我只是想去死
But only people understand like
但只有那些理解的人
Who's been through depression and all that sort of stuff
经历过抑郁和诸如此类事情的人
Will understand what I'm saying
会明白我在说什么
When you're so down And everyday you wake up
当你情绪低落每天醒来的时候
Even if it's sunshine
即使是阳光明媚
It's grey and you're negative all the time
它也是灰色的你一直都是消极的
You infect people who are around you
你会感染你周围的人
Make them down
使他们情绪低落
And you push everybody away
你把所有人都赶走了
You just want to be left alone
你只想一个人呆着
Like in a dark corner
就像在黑暗的角落里
And left alone
就这样孤零零的离开了
Before I disappear
在我消失前
Someone call me please
请给我打个电话
Any time or anybody is ok
任何时候任何人都可以
You know It' s just my simple wish
这只是我单纯的愿望
I'm waiting for the beautiful day
我一直在等待这如此美妙的一天
If I disappear
如果我消失了
Don't be sad please
请不要伤心
Because I'm really willing
因为我是非常乐意的
But if there is a reason why I have to live
不过如果有一个我不得不活下去的理由
Maybe someone needs me
可能是有人需要我
If you had your arm chopped off And people could see it
如果你的胳膊被砍掉人们会看到的
And they know you've got a proper injury
他们知道你受了伤
But with you being mentally unwell
但是你的精神状况不太好
You can't see in someone's brain
别人看不到你的大脑
You don't know what he's thinking
他们不会了解你的内心想法
So I could be here now and I look okay
这样我现在就可以在这里了而且我看起来还好
But I could be hearing voices in my mind
但我可能在脑海里听到了声音
Or I could be going back and forth with myself
或者我可以和我自己来来回回的挣扎
It's one of the worst things I have ever experienced
这是我经历过的最糟糕的事情之一
Nothing could compare with health struggle
没有什么能与心理健康的斗争相提并论
Nothing could compare with health struggle
没有什么能与心理健康的斗争相提并论
So before I disappear
所以在我消失前
Someone call me please
请给我打个电话
Any time or anybody is ok
任何时候任何人都可以
You know It' s just my simple wish
这只是我单纯的愿望
I'm waiting for the beautiful day
我一直在等待这美妙的一天
If I disappear
如果我消失了
Don't be sad please
请不要伤心
Because I'm really willing
因为我是非常乐意的
But if there is a reason why I have to live
不过如果有一个我不得不活下去的理由
Maybe someone needs me
可能是有人需要我
Maybe
也许吧
If so
如果有
It's not bad
还算不错
Don't you
不是吗
So before you disappear
所以在你消失前
Please contact me
请联系我吧
We can exchange hearts
我们可以交换心灵
Talk in the way you like
用你喜欢的方式聊天
Maybe it's interesting
也许还挺有趣的
Don't you
你不觉得吗
无论你是谁都可以