Cold (Explicit)

I'm gazing upward

a world I can't embrace

There's only thorns and splinters

venom in my veins

It's ok to cry out

when it's driving you insane

but somehow, someday

I'll have to face the pain

It's all gone cold

but no one wants the blame

It's all so wrong

but who am I - who am I to say?

I'm begging for forgiveness

everything I've done

if God is listening

he knows I'm not the only one

It's okay to lash out

from the rules that I'm enslaved

but somehow - someday

I'll have to turn the page

It's all gone cold

and no one wants to change

It's all so wrong

but no one wants the blame

It's all gone cold

there's nothing left to gain

It's all so wrong

but who am I - who am I to say?

My heart's an endless winter

filled with rage

I'm looking forward to

forgetting yesterday

It's all gone cold

and no one wants to change

It's all so wrong

but no one wants the blame

It's all gone cold

there's nothing left to gain

It's all so wrong

but who am I - who am I to say?

To say

It's all gone cold

but who am I to say?

It's all gone cold

but who am I - who am I to say?

Cold…..