broken

Broken

Waking again

don`t know why

its far too still tonight gone

round my bed shadows fall

Thinking of you

where you are

and how it got this far wondering

when you might call

Tired and so alone

I ignore the TV drone

every heart beat turns toward the telephone

You`re in my mind

in my dreams

I`m cursed or so it seems don`t know where to take flight

Always the same old doubt

and it turns me inside out

it`s so hard to walk away

try as I might

Because I`m broken inside pieces of me

intense and obscene

Forced not to show the things that I know

all of the flaws I keep unseen

I turn to you

what else can I do hoping to find a way to see through

a break in sky

to get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew

Painting in shades of grey sifting

through the disarray can I find enough of me to make you stay?

But you

you turn the tide wash over me

come set me free

I wont question why or try to disguise

all of the things you mean to me

I`ll trust in you

what else can I do I cant deny something so true

Look at me now

wondering how I`ll keep the peace I found with you!